basics

I spoke with a friend tonight about how much food is available to us everywhere we go. Anywhere you look, there's food. I was thinking about that and I thought, I really wish I didn't have all of that available to me. Even in my own house. It promotes being unhealthy and it's nothing less than super tempting because for me personally, eating is the best time of the day. Who doesn't LOVE scarfing down a huge deliciously greasy burger? (aside from vegetarians/vegans)

I really would like to bring myself back to the basics. And just eat 3 times a day, small meals just to keep my body healthy. Nothing more. But this is a HUGE feat because there is stockpiles of crappy food in my house that are readily available. If only we were in some futuristic land where your fridge wouldn't let you eat more than your body actually needs. Maybe a fridge to call you fat and tell you to go run around the block before it gives you an ice cream. Or maybe I just need to work up the drive to not let myself eat unless it's breakfast, lunch or dinner. Hard stuff.

I read about a sort of training for your body called MovNat. Where everything you do is based on natural movement and training your body for real life situations. ie. saving someone from a burning building, fleeing from danger, defense from danger. Basically making the world your gym instead of using any gym equipment at all. Rocks instead of weights, tree branches instead of pull-up bars, that sort of stuff. I really want to get into it, the sad thing is lack of motivation, and the fact that I don't know where to go where I can spend my time doing all of this.

I really need to get the ball rolling with all these plans I keep making and breaking. I have nothing to do, no school, no work. Nothing. For at least a few months. I should totally be getting out in the world and doing as much as possible before I'm locked back in to the system. Once again, lack of motivation shuts me down. I need to work past this.

Yet another rant. :-)

Have an awesome day everyone.
...or night. cuz it's 1:25 am.

hasta la windows vista (wow that was horribly lame)